My Body My Mind And My Soul

My Body Is Always Here With Me.. How About My Mind.. I if they all can talk.. They will say like this

Mind Say..

Hey Im Not In Your Upper Part Of Body.. Im Stuck Here In Your Dream About Future... Im working hard to make your dream come true.. But Where Is Your Soul?? Its been a while since i've seen it...

Soul Say..

Hey Dont Forget about me.. Im here in someone heart.. Try To knock it until it opened wide.. Until the believe is there.. Until it can accept me...

Body Say..

I hope i can be like U.. I Just following this creature to do what Mind Say.. And His heart will... Im already tired with it..

Heart Say...

Do U think Im Happy?? I got so much feeling in this person.. All Mixed Up and make me dizzy to say what it feel.. I wish i could be like eyes.. They Look so calm..

Eyes said..

We are always soaking wet.. There was a joy and the tears fall.. Sadness come.. And The tears came down.. We may look calm but the truth is we just work like the pump...

Currently not in the mood... Wish U were here and bring me your shoulder.. Theres a lot of thing to share.. Theres a lot of story to be heard..

P/s : Baru Lepas tengok windstruck... "If I Go Before I.. I Wish I Could Be The Wind That Always With U" hahaha

Apabila Si Jantan Masuk Ke Dapur...

Dulu-dulu waktu aku kecik selalu aku marahkan mak aku sebab selalu suruh aku tolong die kat dapor... "Masak-Masak neh keje orang pompuan la ma..." Dan seterusnya sebijik tempeleng melekat ke kepala aku... Mama memang garang betol waktu aku kecik-kecik... (sekarang Cool je ngan adek-adek aku.. Faktor usia kot).. Dan Hasilnya sekarang baru aku tau.. Tak salah jantan belajar memasak... Bila Duduk rumah sewa neh.. Aku selalu gak la masak tok Piranha-Piranaha dalam Rumah ni.. Save Budget Sikit... (Dah la pinjaman tak dapat).. Hari Neh Aku Nak cerita pasal apa yang dimasak untuk makan malam tadi.

Nak Tau Betapa Savenye masak sendiri kat rumah sewa?? berbekalkan collection 2 hengget sorang (piranha kat umah neh ade 7 orang) aku boleh masak sop ayam Plus Fishball yang agak banyak ayamnya (Banyak gak la Dari Kedai Seberang tu) Sayur kobes.. Dan Air 3 jug... hahaha.. Kalau Makan Kat Luar Jangan Harap La Weh..... 2 hengget je kot...

Hasil Lepas masak??

Kalau Mak Aku Nampak aku hidang pakai periuk and kuali neh mampos aku kene maki..

Sop Kasi Dekat Sikit

Walaweh.....

Neh Sayur Kobesnye

Kuneng itu melaparkan

Biasa la kan jantan yang masak... Tak Tau La Sedap Ke Tak Tapi Kan... Bila Dah Di Hadap Oleh piranha-piranha neh... Sedih Aku tengok bende yang aku masak... Tak Sampai Pon Setengah Jam Mengadap.. Agaknya mereka ini berasal dari bosnia..

Sop Tadi dah dirogol Sebegini rupa...

Korang Cube bayangkan... Beras Lapan... Diulangi LAPAN Pot... Setel

Kalau Mak aku ada anak macam ni semua... Meninggal agaknya orang tua itu.. Beras Stok 18 kilo 2 minggu... mana tak meninggal...

Hurm.. Satu aksi yang korang jangan ikot... Sebenarnya rumah aku neh kekurangan pinggan... sebab tuh kitorang hidang pakai periuk je... tapi mamat neh...

Selambe je makan pakai kuali..Malas nak cakap dah... die kate minyak yang ada kat sayur tuh buat rugi je... Yang pompuan-pompuan kat sana tuh kalau nak carik laki... carik yang macam ni ok... senang korang nak basoh

pinggan.. ngeeee...

Tapi kan yang memelikkan aku... budak-budak rumah neh memang kuat makan... Tapi badan diorang... korang nak tengok??

Macam Ni Je Kerempeng

Ceit... Ape Ape Pon... Mama... Thanks... Sebab Ajar Orang Buat Keje Rumah... Sekarang Orang Boleh Simpan Duit Makan Orang Untuk Beli Jacket ZARA.. Hahahah (macam Banyak Je Duit Kau Kan).. Sape Cakap Lelaki Tak Guna Belajar Masak.. (Ayat Hipokrit.. Dulu Kau Gak Yang Cakap)

P/s : Wait For Me And I Will Take U To Be Mine Forever... (Untuk Orang Yang Paham Je)..

Kegilaan Saya Adalah Hak Milik Anda

Bukak mata dan duduk depan cermin....

Tengok wajah kau betul-betul lepas bangon dari tidor..

Sesuai ke??

Lihat lagi ke dalam mata hitam itu...

Beza kan??

Mengukur baju di badan sendiri...

Cocok ke??

*Diam...

Menyusahkan diri sendiri...

Atau Akan Menyusahkan dirinya??

Peluang terakhir dalam masa kurang dari 6 bulan

Mampukah kau??

Bodoh...

Apa salahnya buat dua kerja dalam satu masa..

Tapi Itu Akan Melalaikan..

*Senyum

Jauh... Memang Jauh..

Suka... Memang Suka..

Rindu Tetap Rindu..

Tapi Siapkan Apa Yang Ada Dahulu..

Jangan Jadi Jenin

Kelapa Di Tangan Kepala Bersultan

Jangan Jadi Dulu....

Kerana Dulu Sekarang Disitu...

*Muncong

Dia Tunggu Tak??

Dia Tau Tak??

Dia Mesti Penat Kan..

Dia Kata Kau Penipu..

Janji Nak Itu Nak Ini Tapi Tak Buat..

First Impression Dah Gagal..

Ah... Persetankan Semua Tu..

Siapkan Saja Apa Yang Ada..

Tak Salah Diam Sekejap..

Ada Tak Kemana...

Aku Tau Dia Pon Sama..

Rasa Apa Yang Aku Rasa...

Dia Takkan Pergi mana-mana..

Hahahaha Aku Gila...

Warghhhhh!!!!

Every Tuesday is a hard day for me in this semester.. My Class start from 9am and non stop until 3pm... But that is just one challenge that i will face to get my dip this semester.. And Today.. I got a big fight with some of my house mate.. The Story begin when i was too exhausted and feel free to get some nap when im arrive at home.. After i open that filthy sliding door.. And "Poof " i can see my living room situation just like there was an atomic bomb that being detonated in it.. Sighs....

It Just take me about 2 minutes to calm down but then... I Saw BUBU's Head were full with ants and there was a little bit of peanut butter on it.. On the other side i saw there was a loaf of bread that not been tight up after somebody ate that.. Not Just that there was a can of milk and a glass of milo that spilled on the floor... Can U Just imagine that?? those thing just about 4 to 5 inches from my friends bed and he just can enjoy his nap...

I Started to shout and yelling all around to all of my house mate... one Of them Say " eh Kau Macam Mak Aku La... Paham-paham la ni rumah bujang"... Damn!! I Bet that your mother also on her nerves to teach u how to live in a tidy and neat house... No wonder that u can sleep near to a plastic bag of bread that full with ants.. U Can Live in a smelly and unserviced room.. Just Take My Middle Finger Dude..

Hey!!! I dont even care how u have been thought in your life but... Just want To Say This "If u cant clean it... so dont mess it".. I Know That this is a house that full with boys.. But cant u just dont make a brutish mess that will cost me trouble..

Im Not a very neat person.. But i just cant live in a house that look like a dumpsters.. So i have to clean it personally.. And till now i cant take a simple nap.. Hurm...

P/s : Currently thinking about what Mr Ng Ya Chin Told me last 2 year.. "Its Better To Have A Small Home Than A Big House"..

Sorry fellas.. But my internet connection were too poor to have a good blog marathon... Thanks For Reading Chiowdos!!!

Lazy Lizard..

Just now someone call me and say that she have a bad dream about me.. "U Died In An Accident".. She said.. After that dream she suddenly woke up shocked and dial my number... Dear U are such a concern girl and i just can give u a thousand thanks... Her dream make me thinking about myself.. Am I ready to Die?? And my answer is... No.. Theres A lot of thing that not done well.. Prayer?? Not well performed.. Repent?? Not Done.. If I die today can i answer the angel question to me?? Maybe no...

Without any preparation i think i may say like this when the angel ask me... "Ma Rabbuqa"... I say "Hantam Mana Suka"... Dear God i try hard to be good.. But the fact is there.. Im not good enough to meet U now..

Hurm.. Im currently miss all my friends In Kl.. Hope to see u all Soon.. ( what A Gay Statement).. My life would be empty without u All dude.... Miss all the thing that we have done together.. This song make me feel all of u were beside me.. Cant wait to see ya..



Theres nothing left to write.. Just Want To Say... THANKS for visiting...

Not On The Mood

I attracted to a phrase "Life Is Just An Incomplete Thing That Make Us To Do Things That we Dislike To Survive". I keep thinking about this phrase deeply and i admit that this phrase have it own logic.. Human just keep doing things for some reason and the root of all creepy reasons are to survive in this tragic life....

Im sure that these persons will agree me if they were reading this entry.. After reading their post.. I was telling myself "Hey.. U are not the only one that feel it" (I hope they dont mind if i publish their link in this post).. Just Click to this name to know their story.. ANA, CharMiea, zareyLLYA

As a normal human we just keep planning something and trying hard to make it works.... And the rest just leave it to Lord.. I dont like to study but i have to in order to survive.. A lot of people dont like their Job.. But They need money... So they have to work in order to survive.. Theres so many thing that we dislike but we have to do it.. Just for the sake of our life..

Maybe it sounds too harsh but... Dude.. is there a women that can love u if u dont have any asset?? Come on Girls.. dont Be Hypocrite just tell them the truth... Can U live without eating?? can u live without apparels?? So in order to have a better life... We have to work hard and do anything even things that we dont like. No money no love....

So long Bloggers... Chiowdos!!!

At The Very First Day

Hari ni hari first pendaftaran... Pagi tadi aku tak susah nak membangonkan diri dari tempat tidor.. Sebab memang dari semalam aku tak tidor... Maybe mata ni dah terbiasa dengan waktu tidur songsang yang aku amalkan waktu cuti sem... Arghh...

At First.. im too excited to register as a 7th semester student... But when me and all my housemate arrive at the hall.. Theres a lot of student that have been compound by some of the lecturers there... (sighs...) is this damn place got lack of money problems!!!!!...Takkan la semua bende nak kene saman... I want u all to look at the compound fee at our place... I bet if u were here u will feel what i feel...

Rambot Panjang (tak kire la sikit or banyak) = Rm 50
Tidak memakai kad matrik = 50
Memakai Pakaian Yang tak Sepatutnya (Even kalau kitorang pakai quadroy or patches pocket khakis pon tetap akan dikenakan tindakkan) = Rm 50
Parking = Rm 100 (mengalahkan saman parking DBKL lagi)

Itu cuma sebahagian dari saman yang aku ingat... Tapi memang banyak lagi la saman yang ada kat sini... 3 tahun aku duduk sini.. dah tak larat nak buat rayuan untuk kurangkan saman.. Kalau tak buat rayuan alamat melepas la duit or keputusan periksa akan di gantung... kejadahnya Weh!!!.. agaknya tempat ni da takde duit sangat kot... As a student.. kitorang bukan la banyak duit sangat... Rm 50 tu dari aku bayar saman baik aku simpan buat makan...

Kesudahannya... kitorang yang beriya-iya nak mendaftarkan diri telah balik kerumah... Baik aku sambung tidor je dari mengadap saman... Lagi senang daftar hari lain yang tak perlu nak beratur panjang-panjang....

Hurm... apa pulak akan jadi hari-hari depan dalam 2010 neh... Hope so banyak kenangan manis yang dapat dibuat...

Thankz Kerana sudi Menjengah Okey!!!

New Resolution For 2010...

Happy New Year.... Its Been A Long Time That I Never Update This Blog.. Agaknya Apa Khabar Rakan-Rakan Bloggers.. Even Im Not Updating This Site.. I Have Read A Lot Of Story From All Of U... To All That Further Your Studies... Good Luck.. Expand Your Experiences..

Maybe Im Tottally Out Of My Mind.... Now Im Stuck In A Critical Condition At Sabak Bernam Again.. And It Is Without G... but However Life Must Go On Rite??
Its Weird To See My BlogSpace empty like This.. But Who Cares... Let Get Rid Of All The Unpleasent Memory And be A New Railey.... I Will Try My Best To Grad... I Want To Share With All Of U My 2010 target... And Hope So... U Will Give Me Some Moral Support....

1) Grad!! Grad!! And Grad!!..
-Its my key to have a better life... This is my mid and short term target for 2010.. hope so I will Never see this place in july 2010..

2) Get A Job...
-It Will happen if i can reach my first target... Fight For It!!!

3) Start To Get Close To Her..
- It will get real if i can reach those two target for 2010.. My long term target for this year...
Sound silly but i have wait for a long time hahahaha...

Wish Me Luck..... XoXo